Fear factor-you can never go back

Here’s the deal kids,

Mid life, mid career, mid abilities, mid relationship, mid finance, mid dreams. Everything at this point in my life, is in the middle. I have always wanted a business. Let me rephrase that. I h**e being just the employee. So I start talking to the guides, then I get put into different business scenario’s, then the ideas crumble one by one.

The end result is fear. I have a business. Which leads me to social experimentation with the gifts and abilities, expanding them in ways I still don’t know. Get to the big question S, yeah yeah I hear you. So what’s next? Is it training cooking students or foodies? Is it doing social experimentation with metaphysical theory? Is it getting that minority grant?

I have had conversations with dead people, I have had spirits [we're not talking casper here] throw things at me, I have been in Harry Houdini’s theater and recorded conversations and words. I’ve seen people at their most kind and cruelest hour. There is so much to be seen and done, where does it begin and where does it end. You are not the only one that spirals in and out of control. One thing I was reminded of yesterday morning? “You can never go back”. That is the voice I hear as my previous addictions call to me. You can never go back. Do not let the crippling fear of the future unknown influence you in the now. It is not worth what iffing yourself to death.

Just go

Just think

and Just do

You will end up, where are supposed to be.

xo